this is gonna be damn emo.

i feel like hiding from the whole world right now.
the stress from time that past and cannot be turned back
the impending dateline
the helplessness im feeling now since i can't view a single thing on this com
and that someone

i want to go back to the father and only see him. but i know that would only be not facing the challenge he has given me that he knows i can overcome. i just feel so messed up in the head that i don't even know what to do. it doesn't help when im feeling so confused over matters of the heart.

GOD JUST SAVE ME.

im really helpless now. tell me what to do. give me directions.

IM LOST